I don’t really remember the last time I had a day go as planned, and today has already gotten off track! I had an appointment scheduled for this afternoon so I took the day off so I could have a nice morning to myself to do as I pleased. Hasn’t happened. Other things got added to the schedule, and that schedule is coming apart, mistakes are happening, and things that need fixing aren’t getting fixed.
One thing that is happening though is that I think I’m getting myself back on the right track outlook-wise. I have spent so much of this year feeling anxiety and stress, feeling like I’m drowning and I won’t be able to come up for air ever. Now, I’m still feeling
very stressed about things not going as they should, but I’m also seeing the some of the good things that are happening. I am taking about an hour or two today to just do nothing, and then I will dive back into planning and grading and working through these other things that need to be worked through. And trying to get some air!